That afternoon I cleaned her walls from her blood. I was also very happy that afternoon, very weird of me to be happy. That morning I had confessed to Dyske about something and he actually was happy for me. I then told everyone else, I guess my confidesne was too high that morning. Domine told me he knew it, Jackie guessed it since I was so nice to her, Nanalai knew as well but she still thought I was straight. Then there was Hakihu, she came in that afternoon and everyone was waiting for me to tell her. I finished cleaning the walls and went downstairs to see everyone looking me. The only eyes I saw looking at mine were Hakihu's. She was happy to see me, but she knew something was up.
" Kotaka what it is." She asked
" I was lying to you, well just a little part of me was wrong." I say
" What is it, please don't tell me Tomoe took you in." She cried
" No, don't worry I'm not leaving this place. But the thing I lied about was my sexuality." I confess
" What is it then." She answered
" I'm gay. I told everyone else but they kind of already guessed I was. But then there was you, I didn't want to hurt your feelings if you had any for me." I finally came up with it
" Oh, its okay. I guess I kind of knew as well. It was the way you kissed me that morning, it didn't feel like you wanted to kiss me, you just did it. And so I guessed you were like Dyske, gay as ever." She laughed
" Damn, I was easy to figure out." I smile and everyone laughs at me
Hakihu hugs me and says she loves me the way I am. I love her too just as a friend, for now. She let go of me and smiled, she told me she would be smiling the whole day. I laughed at her and doubted she would be able to smile the whole day. She threw her towel across the bar table and said she was going out. She took my hand and made me come with her, we went out to the market. On October 17, don't think there is a market on a Friday. But maybe she was right.
We walked down to the left of the diner and found our self at a town square. There were a couple stands opening up with fruit and vegetables on the tables. On some were fabrics and clothing, I saw many jewelry on some as well. Hakihu was at every on with jewelry on it, she wanted to get me something. I found her digging through a pile of earings on my of the stands, she wanted to by me earings. She told me to go somewhere else and so I walked off into the middle where a fountain was placed. I sat down and waited for a while, it was finally dark when she came over to me.
" Sorry I'm late. I wanted to get you a couple pairs." She laughed and hands a bag filled with earings.
" Oh my god Hakihu you didn't have to do this for me. Thank you." I smile and hug her
" No problem, I guess I'm being the man today." She laughed again
" Maybe." I answered
I looked through the bag and saw many diamond earings. I found many other types of earings, then I felt my ears. I had no holes in them, Hakihu would have to pay for them. She was going to kill me, but then again we have a supply of money in the diner for us. So I just kept quiet about the money problem so she wouldn't continue about if I need more things. She finished looking around and we finally went back to Chika's house, hopefully she takes the news I have for her.
We walk into the building and smell the aroma of shrimp and pasta, our mothers favorite. I walked into the kitchen and saw her tasting it. I walked up behind her and hugged her form the back. First she took it as a surprise then turned around to look at me.
" Kotaka where have you been?" She questioned
" I've been shopping with Hakihu and got you a pair of earingsfor you." I say and pick up the earings I got her
" Thanks dude, your amazing." She laughed
" I also have something else to tell you." I start
" What is it?" She asked
" Im gay." I spat out and look down at my feet
" Holy shit dude, know you tell me. Don't worry mother already told me, she knew it as well." She laughed
" Okay, I guess I am easy to figure out." I laugh as well
" No kidding Red." Hakihu smiled
I sat down at the dining table, Hakihu sat next to me. Chika talked to us about what the plain was, she asked if I was going to stay with her anymore. I had to tell her for her own life I couldn't stay with her anymore. She cried a bit but she understood since she was the only thing of mother I had. I gave her a hug and Hakihu and I had dinner with her that night.
Once we finished Hakihu cleaned the plates in the sink. Chika and I talked for a bit, I told her Dyske helped me come out. She knew exactly what I meant. I laughed and rubbed her head. Once we were done talking Hakihu and I left, I hugged Chika on more time and we headed back to the dinner. Once we got out of the apartment we both threw up the food, It was something weird if people saw but we had to do it. We laughed after and walked back to the diner.
We got back and it was finally dark. Hakihu went home after giving everyone a gift, as well as Nanalai and Jackie. The only ones that were left were Domine, Dyske and I. Domine was cleaning the cups after a long day of working and Dyske was cleaning the tables. I sat down at the bar and Domine gave me a cup of coffee as well as one for Dyske. He sat next to me and put his head on my shoulder, I sipped some of my coffee and felt a kiss on my cheek. I looked at Dyske and he was blushing, I laugh and rub his hair. Domine laughs as well and compliments how cute of a couple we were. I haven't put it that way in a while since I kissed him, but I guess everyone thinks that now. At least I'm happy again.
We walked down to the left of the diner and found our self at a town square. There were a couple stands opening up with fruit and vegetables on the tables. On some were fabrics and clothing, I saw many jewelry on some as well. Hakihu was at every on with jewelry on it, she wanted to get me something. I found her digging through a pile of earings on my of the stands, she wanted to by me earings. She told me to go somewhere else and so I walked off into the middle where a fountain was placed. I sat down and waited for a while, it was finally dark when she came over to me.
" Sorry I'm late. I wanted to get you a couple pairs." She laughed and hands a bag filled with earings.
" Oh my god Hakihu you didn't have to do this for me. Thank you." I smile and hug her
" No problem, I guess I'm being the man today." She laughed again
" Maybe." I answered
I looked through the bag and saw many diamond earings. I found many other types of earings, then I felt my ears. I had no holes in them, Hakihu would have to pay for them. She was going to kill me, but then again we have a supply of money in the diner for us. So I just kept quiet about the money problem so she wouldn't continue about if I need more things. She finished looking around and we finally went back to Chika's house, hopefully she takes the news I have for her.
We walk into the building and smell the aroma of shrimp and pasta, our mothers favorite. I walked into the kitchen and saw her tasting it. I walked up behind her and hugged her form the back. First she took it as a surprise then turned around to look at me.
" Kotaka where have you been?" She questioned
" I've been shopping with Hakihu and got you a pair of earingsfor you." I say and pick up the earings I got her
" Thanks dude, your amazing." She laughed
" I also have something else to tell you." I start
" What is it?" She asked
" Im gay." I spat out and look down at my feet
" Holy shit dude, know you tell me. Don't worry mother already told me, she knew it as well." She laughed
" Okay, I guess I am easy to figure out." I laugh as well
" No kidding Red." Hakihu smiled
I sat down at the dining table, Hakihu sat next to me. Chika talked to us about what the plain was, she asked if I was going to stay with her anymore. I had to tell her for her own life I couldn't stay with her anymore. She cried a bit but she understood since she was the only thing of mother I had. I gave her a hug and Hakihu and I had dinner with her that night.
Once we finished Hakihu cleaned the plates in the sink. Chika and I talked for a bit, I told her Dyske helped me come out. She knew exactly what I meant. I laughed and rubbed her head. Once we were done talking Hakihu and I left, I hugged Chika on more time and we headed back to the dinner. Once we got out of the apartment we both threw up the food, It was something weird if people saw but we had to do it. We laughed after and walked back to the diner.
We got back and it was finally dark. Hakihu went home after giving everyone a gift, as well as Nanalai and Jackie. The only ones that were left were Domine, Dyske and I. Domine was cleaning the cups after a long day of working and Dyske was cleaning the tables. I sat down at the bar and Domine gave me a cup of coffee as well as one for Dyske. He sat next to me and put his head on my shoulder, I sipped some of my coffee and felt a kiss on my cheek. I looked at Dyske and he was blushing, I laugh and rub his hair. Domine laughs as well and compliments how cute of a couple we were. I haven't put it that way in a while since I kissed him, but I guess everyone thinks that now. At least I'm happy again.


